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Tuesday, July 8, 2014

Consulting Services Available

Consulting Services are Available for anybody (or thing) who wishes to know more about me and my work in economics.

You can contact me at arostert@ncsu.edu

My economics work is primary underground and imaginative in thinking at the banking policy and social origination level (as if the other posts did not hint at that.) My policy is as follows:

1. My work (or statistical complement thereof (Think B = 1 - A; as A and B are probabilities and complements of each other)) should NOT be used for death and/or labor enslavement for or towards any person, group of persons, or anything that wishes to hide its origination status and/or extraterrestrial sourcing. Again, it is NOT about enslavement (so then why is every country on the face of this planet operates with death and taxes in its legal structure?)
----- What is it about? It is about having humanity become not thinking in quantity terms such as currency (this is why the cabal wishes to separate countries because I am stuck in America and being boxed in by a bunch of morons on and greedy fucks at the ownership and/or political level of society. That is why they are doing this shit (terrorism and military shenanigans) as to trap my mind (or my ego thereof?) It is about having humanity think in terms of love and doing things closest to the heart of the matter.
---- For example, Central Banking (and currency itself) separates the trust from the operation of the goods/services at hand at the social level relative to the individual. Bridging this trust is important for the continued operation for any organizational body. To bridge it may require liabilities forgiveness and/or obsolete the entire currency problem; how to do so sustainably is how I can assist any organization.
(Gold and silver are just commodities and are more useful as computer and chemistry components rather than a currency to be traded for the sake of national security. As the security of such idea is in itself a blasphemy related to a golden calf. Additionally, metals need to be mined and can be exhaustive to the nature of earth is constantly being mined from the earth to maintain economic inflation-ism. )

2. Transition programming out of the current global paradigm. Programming not in the sense of "brainwashing" or "soul washing" but only in the sense of spirituality and abundance for all citizens (young and old) while providing asset  protection (physical assets, not paper assets.)

3. Ideas that spirit would approve of is a necessary condition for any organization (business, governmental, and/or  for-purpose (non-profit.)) The world of spirit and other-worldly ideas are essential as many large governments have been contacted by beings off of this world in the past. It is critical that ideas and solutions are earth-friendly and earth-enhancing (beyond environmentally friendly) as it is more beneficial for humanity to be servicing a technologically, knowledge, and holiday based like planet as I see the planet to be a bed-and-breakfast for the galaxy (if not the universe.)

4. An understanding that people and empires bully each other for the sake of rendering them useless to the bully. Why is this important; and understanding that religion has become a protected class of people only because of wars and other forms of bullying have happened with such peoples in the past is a great example. History has always proved that bullies always find flaws in their enemies to exploit. As your consultant, I am only here to provide ways for societies to build more abundance, peace, sustainability, into their current and future working models of governance/bureaucracy.

I might come up with more reasons in the future; but understand that it is always about providing self-sufficiency, toughness, love, and concern reduction for today and the future of human kind.


Again, I always like inquiries to my services, you can contact me at arostert@ncsu.edu

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Sunday, July 6, 2014

Hypothesis: Taylor Rule and labor correlation to bank correlation

Hi:

A labor pathway hypothesis related to correlation. This is not a formal conjecture and has not been researched thoroughly.

Correlation of Labor to inflation (nominal) can be nearly assumed to the Taylor rule (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Taylor_rule) in economics as gross domestic product can be related to labor's productivity of current resources and technology.

Taylor Rule (from Wikipedia): i_t = \pi_t + r_t^* + a_\pi  ( \pi_t - \pi_t^* )  + a_y ( y_t - \bar y_t ).
as i = nominal interest rate
pi = current inflation
pi* = inflation desire
alpha pi= a_pi = adjustment weight for inflation
r* = real interest rate at market
y= GDP
y_bar = potential GDP output
alpha y = y_pi = adjustment weight for GDP

if modified the Taylor rule can be adjusted for increasing inflation based on overall spread and depth of the debt load in an economy by forgiving debt (equally and spread throughout the economy) or by having direct from treasury payments to households during downward GDP cycles. Then...

add these possible terms to the Taylor Rule:
b(L*a_pi*z_pi)    or
b(L*a_pi*(1-z_pi)) and if and only if
pi < zero
or if pi <pi* and in correlation to pi, y
as
b =beta = fraction of liabilities to be waived or forgiven; 0 <= b <=1
L = liabilities in the economy
z_pi = a correlation of liability forgiveness to inflation that could be affected by forgiving that portion of liabilities at beta

i = pi + r* + a_pi (pi-pi*) + a_y(y-y_bar) + b(L*a_pi*z_pi)
***I am attributing z_pi instead of (1-z_pi) for the sake of argument, if liabilities forgiven causes reduced inflation and higher GDP then it is attributable to use (1-z_pi) but this requires extensive research.

If L is solved in the equation then we come across the liabilities forgiveness based on this equation:
L = [i - pi - r*- a_pi (pi-pi*) - a_y(y-y_bar)]/(b(a_pi*z_pi))
note that b(a_pi*z_pi) is acting like a multiplier to liabilities forgiveness relative to the interest rate at hand. L in this case might be a percentage basis but if in discrete currency unit amount then that would be followed as well.

Likewise, how much in liabilities to forgive is left up to policy makers, and other critical factors. (Think about if there was a partial global jubilee, then what debt should be forgiven?)

Several critical factors can be summed up to a proxy of indicators of how currency works.

From the start, currency starts from the earth and is traded on trust of product surplus.
As trust is a factor, banks are administrators of that trust and thus we must start there for any factors.

Correlation between Bank solvency and labor in relation to inflation and bank solvency? (corr(bs,l)::corr(inf,bs))
If zero then what is the correlation between labor and inflation. Note that these are correlations and are predicated on the means and statistics of all industries and how they interlock in trade. This schedule of industries can be related to a variance in relation to a nation as a war machine against (nature, values, nationhood, feelings, etc...)

Clearly, bank solvency is the correlation question among many economic scholars. Let alone the question of liabilities per account and net income per income potential. This is the banker's quandary (along with the correlations in the paragraph above.)

Also note that Okun's law can be related to the Taylor Rule (the law is only a rule of thumb on previous observations: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Okun's_law)

as Okun's Law is written as (\overline{Y}-Y)/\overline{Y} = c(u-\overline{u}) where:
y= GDP
y_bar = potential GDP output
u = unemployment
u_bar = potential unemployment
c = factor relating changes in unemployment to changes in output

 so

c = ((y_bar - y)/y_bar)/(u-u_bar)

and as estimating where the future should be is hard to predict, measuring changes can be done with: \Delta Y/Y = k - c \Delta u\, where:

k = the average annual growth rate of full-employment output 
delta y = one period change of GDP to the next 
delta u = one period change of unemployment to the next

and k can be solved: delta y / y + c* delta u = k

(Original equation courtesy from wikipedia and the scholars before me):
(\overline{Y} \Delta Y - Y \Delta \overline{Y})/(\overline{Y}Y) = \Delta Y/Y - \Delta \overline{Y}/\overline{Y} \approx c(\Delta \overline{u}-\Delta u)
\Delta Y/Y \approx \Delta \overline{Y}/\overline{Y} + c(\Delta \overline{u}-\Delta u).
We assume that , the change in the natural rate of unemployment, is approximately equal to 0. We also assume that , the growth rate of full-employment output, is approximately equal to its average value, . So we finally obtain
\Delta Y/Y \approx k - c \Delta u.

Thus:

We can relate Okun's into Taylor's by:

(y_bar - y)/y_bar = c * (u - u_bar)
(y_bar - y) =y_bar* c * (u - u_bar)
(y - y_bar) = -(y_bar*c*(u - u_bar)) ::: note that the negative sign is negative one multiplied throughout every part so it really read: -(y_bar*c*(u - u_bar)) --> -y_bar*-c*(u_bar - u)

then,

 i = pi + r* + a_pi (pi-pi*) + a_y(y-y_bar) --> i = pi + r* + a_pi (pi-pi*) + a_y(-(y_bar*c*(u - u_bar)))

therefore anyone can manipulate the unemployment rate via GDP as coupled via Okun's law. However, unemployment and GDP is separated from many different utility factors from supply and demand of individual markets and the willingness to participate in the market itself.

when coupled with debt forgiveness we can see the effect unemployment and GDP growth can have on how much debt needs to be forgiven at any one time (a partial or conditional jubilee.)

or Liabilities is written as:

{{ from above: L = [i - pi - r*- a_pi (pi-pi*) - a_y(y-y_bar)]/(b(a_pi*z_pi)) }}

 L = [ i - pi - r*- a_pi (pi-pi*) - a_y(-(y_bar*c*(u - u_bar))) ]/(b(a_pi*z_pi))

This would mean that when liabilities are forgiven at a rate (from zero to 100% (or more if there is excess wealth)) then GDP and employment should gain and more tax revenue can be collected anyway. note that a_y is negative and can become positive if the negative of -(y_bar*c*(u - u_bar)) term or - a_y(y-y_bar term is used to cancel it out. Therefore, it is wise to forgive debt on a national and personal scale as it provides increased utility throughout the economic growth process.

If interest rates become negative, then it is possible that getting interest rates to become more positive with more buying power into consumers and investors/businesses to cause conditional or whole (b and z_pi = 1) jubilee. Again the conditional jubilee standard is only possible if and only if there is a social trust in that type of institutional standard to happen.

Again, this is a macro based equation and L is probably written as a percentage of total debt that a society (public and/or private) contains.

In essence, trust must be established in order for this to work. As far as I can tell, that trust is mostly true across the world and a jubilee is probably a better thing than all out debt slavery or other weird debt instrument can inspire. One thing remains in all of this, as Real Estate is a wealth transfer mechanism of the productivity of the land (and the people who dwell on that land.) Real Estate should be respected as what it is, earth and only earth. Earth only because that is the tangibility of the property that exists there. Overall, a jubilee should account for how mismanaged the earth really is and how much real estate redevelopment can be done to:

1. Minimize traffic and fuel usage:
Our fossil fuel world requires those who mine for energy minerals to place suburbs as far away as possible without discriminating demand to their working jobs. This maximizes their incentives of profits.

2. Reestablish energy distribution as before giant banking cartels:
Energy is in the form of food and other stuff, as our farmlands and psychopathic neighbors in the sky spraying chemtrails, it is sad to see that people eat what they think is safe rather than being able to grow food themselves (why cannot this be part of a regular middle school/high school curriculum (vegetable and fruit horticulture). Granted it is still eating from the wild chemtrail wonder, but at least there can be food and energy independence.

3. Minimize employment hours and maximize personnel distribution in the firm (but minimize the real estate distances needed to achieve it.

Overall, we need to build a better world. But how can visionaries achieve it when saddled with too much debt? They cannot. The Artist of the world was starving because he invested into the art he made...his own body. The economy is the same. Economic cultivation is required (micro and macro) in order to get that reality to become true.

He who has the ability, can create more to help fellow man, than one who has to hide and work for the mistakes of novel past.

Again: more research is required to gain the underhand in all of this data. 

Friday, July 4, 2014

Happy 4th of July

Just want to wish all of my readers a Happy 4th of July. Celebrate America's freedom from official British rule since 1776, the Illuminati and various houses of war wishing to enslave the people of the planet, founded a nation for contrast between enslavement and freedom. Directly both slavery and some kind of freedom for men (not women and not minorities) in all thirteen colonies. Today, after 238 years of fighting, bickering, and negotiating, we have gained some rights while assimilating a fake currency from people who wish to count every single thing...kind of creepy right? Today, the networks are telling us that sexual orientation is important to legalize for marriage (gay rights and stuff.) Quite frankly, it is the same kind of BS as the media is for the game of distraction-ary (think pictionary, but with distractions.)

Overall, not bad for starting the talk of what people wish to have from an authority that has hidden the truth of...UFO's, economic cheating, crafting new lies, and other bad and weird things from antiquity.

Have a happy 4th of July   :)


Building a Better Metro System


There are many ingredients to a successful civic landscape. Respect of the land is foremost to many farmers, and is just as so with any city landscape as well. Today's cities have covered up the land with concrete and suffocated the effect that our mother Earth can provide to us. As if for any conspiracy buff, maybe it is a conspiracy for the dark to abuse the triangle of survival.

The Three steps in the triangle of survival is:
-fire (heat, cooking, energy)
-water (basic live need)
-shelter (house, storage, base)

Yet, we must understand how we can provide all three things today.

-fire as in the form of energy needs such as petroleum. Many cities have huge underground natural gas line networks as well. Over the years, petrochemicals have also been integrated into fertilizers and harvesting equipment for our cropping systems.
-water has many underground pipes and many lakes that provide urban water needs can also provide recreational use. Water is also an ingredient for food (plants)
-shelter has become tall buildings and suburban dwellings. Much has changed since the simple hut. Thicker walls and modern electronics help increase shelter energy efficiency.

But there is something drastically missing in this trifecta....food security and reducing the cost of urbanization.

What is the cost of urbanization? The cost is the land being covered and there are many ways to reduce that cost.
1. Any roof space can be replaced with shingles and environmentally produced solar panels (believe it or not, but the common solar panels produced in china today have moderate to heavy pollution as they too are electronics. This pollution is mitigatable at the factory via recycling practices.) The total roof space with adequate solar coverage worldwide could reduce energy prices dramatically. and significantly to cause increases in Gross Domestic Product.
2. Roof space can also be utilized into green or garden roof space for utilization of growing food. Green roof space has also been accredited to reducing the heat coming into the home during the summertime and could be well suited for homes closer to the equator; therefore, reducing cooling costs. Think of plants as nature's solar panel.
3. More mixed zoning and reducing the commute is important for future generations. Too much gasoline usage = too little fire for survival needs for tomorrow's generation.
4. Land recovery networks and transitional zoning laws can effectively help protect what we have and what we can recover from our misdeeds to our land. This special zoning type can be used to allow building and covered land (by cement/asphalt) to be naturally demolished or deconstructed. For instance, buildings slightly in disarray can just sit and rot, or be deconstructed for recycling purposes. The land itself that the building is on can be used for temporary neighbor gardening.
5.Baron land into food conversion; golf courses for sale and underutilized could be used for orchards and other local food growing purposes. Not only golf courses, but also other non-utilized or underutilized plots of land in urban (or even rural spaces.)  Food is a type of energy that is converted into labor later in the economy. Food is all solar power; (and so is solar panels into electricity...)



Maybe more ideas for land utilization coming....

Note: Fiat money can be used to make land utilization easier. Therefore, banks are the church of trust in a modern society via debt. Thus, debt slavery onto the population of the land. (A place or time without a jubilee cannot reset the population's labor utility curve and therefore increase the churn of politicians (increase political replacements.) We are seeing this now in some American political offices as expected. However, without a jubilee, full labor utilization will not happen.





Saturday, June 28, 2014

Is there anyone reading my posts???

I know blogger software will count me as a visitor or a "page view" if I visit my own site using the same computer and browser as that I am writing this now. All I wish is that if there is some one reading these pages is to leave me a note, a criticism, or other thing so that I know I am not missing out on another conversation; potential friends, job opportunities (I am so broke and in too much debt. I cannot even afford my life and I know how the real estate investing network works; but the international political gamesmanship does not like me because they see me and the general population as a threat to their worshiped status and survival.)

As of Today; there are some people in Russia and America reading my posts (blogger software is great at pinpointing this!  :)

If you wish to talk and probe my brain for ideas I am open for consultation for your endeavors (free or shared use depending on what I want or need.) My rate is somewhat close to survival at this point in my life, but if you are running a business and like the ideas that I am sharing; please contact me at arostert@ncsu.edu (no spam or the email becomes spam.)

I would have gotten into real estate but....it is a well crafted scam!

Several months ago the county was on the brink of bankruptcy, but is more of a transition plan to get out of the oil trade from the east and west (see my previous comments on Benjamin Fulford's blogs and postings, (further note that I really do not want to attract bad or unwanted attention AND I really want to help the situation by re-balancing the world's balance sheet, cash flow, and profit structure with hard core economic science and not the weird hogwash that both parties (monetary, not political in origin) are conducting. They conduct the trade this way as to trap the binary (duality) world and lower dimensions into currency itself. In fact, the idea of a world meritocracy was ALREADY TRIED by the Rothschilds and Rockefellers (yes I know they are on the bottom of the 'pyramid') from the University system that has now enveloped the world economy. One reason it failed is that they hired or were framed by "light" forces by having inventors killed due to petroleum obsolescence. They are professional pirates and have subjugated my  (and many others') living-standards to house poor status akin to many in the world. In truth, one must be thankful that they took this much bait to build houses in the first place.)) ...and the oil trade thing: the truth and false realities that both worlds of "east" and "west" exist with is that they are inseparable, both physically in our tangible world (Earth) and trade wise with Chinese debt backed with US dollars and US government debt. So, if the US government decided to have a jubilee or NESARA event, it would trigger a Chinese bankruptcy as dark prophecy foretells. It would not surprise me that a true world jubilee is needed with fiat currency and more stringent asset pile enforcement. How stringent? As much as it takes with state sponsored love (kind of makes me feel queasy thinking about that as much as what this world has come to. The only reason for being queasy about this idea is that it is enforced conditional love and that is what the dark forces of this planet really want us to have...conditional love even at the blessings of the Vatican and its respective "bank." (sarcasm.))
And after china falls, then the rest of the world finally can fall with it. As Chinese investments in Africa, South America, and other places around the world decide to default and gain the advantage of real assets there as well. This may have been established by the Annuniki when Nixon was president of the United States due to the western world looking for "cheap" labor. This might have been the "bait" by the light as the dark forces already took gold from the Chinese royalty decades prior.

Asset Pile Accounting...

...is for easier logistics and economics. To see more clearly where the pile has risen to "a bunch of "shit"" status (ie. worth nearly nothing and as it is.) It is commonly known as accrual accounting and is known for one flaw: tedious practices of counting every single thing of value. Thus making the entire practice of accounting as its priests and the banks its temples (weather in communism, dictatorship, democracy, or republic banking is there to count it...to death via a temporary life.)
Changing the dynamics is like the game Orthelo: simply learned, hard to master. First we must learn the rules to money that shapes the strucure of the general population:
1. Money is an indicator of value =  price times the quantity
2. profit is return on a hard flat counted value basis; where percentage gain (like interest rates) is a comparative value basis claim of judgement (how much more relative to other economic values does this asset return?)
3. managing interest rates requires the understanding that inflation is prevalent on an equity or a debt basis (not as an asset as many believe because in accrual accounting, assets are a combination of both in some form of that corporation (or in the case of accounts receivables of liabilities on other corporate books. The same game can be placed with equity as notes and bonds owned is liabilities on other books.)

With rule three, this is whee pile accounting comes in:
(After a first wave of jubilee as decreed by heaven....)
-no more bonds
-no more stocks as liable holdings
-no more expected cash flow as an asset, instead cash flow is known (this makes many assets and risk evaluation different than what exists today)
-values are encouraged by political parties to be both inflationary or deflationary
-real production can only go so far to provide accurate liquidity
----precious metal based currencies will only bolster the price for gold and silver enriched land, thus justifying the real estate sham!

But how is real estate a sham?

Land itself is not, but justifying people's lives off of what land there is placed on there (like a house, an office, mine, industrial, etc...) is just plain nuts. Economically, land is a perfectly competitive market with imperfect distribution, therefore has a high to very high variance relative to life stages of the beings that are there to manage the property, and the building's depreciation = print the money to count the land and insulate the psychology from the land into the people. That is why the masons and many other Illuminati groups printed or used money. With gold and silver, at least it is directly from the land itself.

Additionally, land rights are granted though the deed and payment of any liens on it. If there was any greater threat of an international consortium that wanted to waste a nation trying to become "independent" it would have to lien the entire country (more debt) or individual sharecroppers on the lands' deed itself.

Reform (still in research/seeking phase)
An economic jubilee would be nice to maximize the variance schedule of exchange and revalue all valuations of previous purchases; otherwise, still researching best use practices with practical methods to life itself.

So the question is, what is practical?
The answer is justly, the labor and utility thereof. If one wanted to manipulate a nation, the land itself and the people thereon it is not a bad idea (OK, it is really bad but what aspirations are there to justify not doing so?) In such manipulation, one stirs up the population and stirs up what is there to grab back (greed.) Thus the answer of yesteryear is manipulate the population = manipulate the labor pool.
Today (and of many wishes of the post american civil war period up to world war one) many worldly scholars wished for a utopia based social system where happiness was natural for the population to be. This was not the case in many different attempts in later years up though the 1970's.  The culprit in many of these attempts was a forum of judgement (courts) instead of love that attempted to subdue the population into obedience. Many of the laws was from the original land owners who then used rents or rent seeking mentality (in the form of a mortgage) to count the previous indebtedness and servitude to those who might know better management of the land (a gamble.) Yet in many iterations and generations of such practice, a maximized temporary productivity would ensue AND apathy for labor in later generations in comparison (if the country uses GDP and GNP growth measures for wealth which is natural due to currency as a method of trade.)

The answer to this dilemma is jubilee every generation, the problem is how much money to give and the rules associated to it? (The best answer is: honor the new gifts of each generation and receive more and better quality anyway.) Because money is used to pay for the old: it is only the next wealthiest generation that receives the next best marginal growth; and the poor and wealthy stay where they are. This method justifies inflation as the tool rather than counting assets due to the method of though in producing no jubilee.)


Researched:???
Finally, land is a community project with some sort of use rights. We do this anyway in America with zoning.

A national land clearinghouse would be best if fiat currency was to be printed and utilized from the land itself (although why housed in a the churches of banks anyway?) 
The clearinghouse would have deeds with maximum value (or no value at all) and houses would be printed with a depreciation value on it for tracking purposes and full disclosure of what the maintenance costs of the house really are. Maximum values would be set by local governance and any land would be monitored by 
existence wish




Labor and its dichotomy (and union with love)

When performing a task, one has opportunity cost that can be used on other things. Economics has taught me this one simple premise (and current ideas between Pisces separating to the the wavy bands of Aquarius is true.) As one performs that one task, then that one task is itself will constrain the mind and body from other tasks to be completed; but at what point will the task that is unique to the position of labor be maximized if the labor unit (worker/human) was trained with more skills? This fundamental question is the dichotomy between specialization of labor and pluralization.

Specialization is the unique set of skills that become defined for that position and is near maximized for production (or is maximized, but we are all human, right?)

Pluralization is the opposite, it is all the knowledge and skill sets that exist in one being, quality is iffy. An example is jack of all trades, master of none.

So then, why pluralize and by how much if needed?
It does depend on how much marketing, the firm, and the general need of labor is in demand for that idea. Mixing the two can provide a whole human (or adapt the position to the whole human) into a more productive unit. Compensation is increased and guaranteed back to the business. And, the employee has more skills for life's improvements (community improvement.) This can also stretch the labor needed for any business by providing less labors needed per unit. In other words a productivity boost.
Too much pluralization, or too many skills, then the laborer will decline in expected productivity relative to what is available to be productive.

Balance is up to management and the employee to maximize the business productivity.

NOTE: This might be a third dimension type skill and needs to refined when time becomes sped up. Then time increases (or resource expense) then more labor will be needed per unit produced regardless of knowledge or skill.

Therefore, what happens if there is too much specialization? The answer is true, brainwashing, soul-washing, and other forms of persuasive measure to make sure the employee becomes part of economic dogma can become true overtime; over generations. Why, the natural path of not knowing more than what work is required? To constrain the earning power of the next marginal (in time and unit produced) of a raise to the employee (more cost to business.)) Then, how to cause a raise? Reduce the burdens of auxiliary costs to hiring and doing business; therefore making the product more profitable for all (buyers and sellers.) (Note that all markets (industires) are placed on a scale and measured against Gross and/or Net Domestic Product and facilitated as if it is technically going to produce a profit to society or not relative to the whole of society (macro.) This is also true with equity and liability markets as well. The simpler the balance sheets across all sectors the easier it is to see where the technical growth should be (time, money, or utility of wants/desires.)





Think of the light in awake and sleep

Many years ago I invaded the dreamland bases using my dream state. Shining light there and stealthily passing the "guards" before doing so. Why? Why not. If the state is in our dreams via a military funded contingent; then they are invaders in our bodies too? Legally speaking of course. In context of legal confidence of the realms of spirit; it was probably the weirdest and bravest move that I could have done. It may have resulted me in gaining a pituitary tumor and acromegaly (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acromegaly) as an earlier post that I have noted. In effect, I remember me gaining consciousness in my dreams to spread the word that God and light was coming with love to the earth and that we needed to prepare to let go of our possessions and allow the United States to become a waste dump for the world's refuse. (Yes, that is how bad the global elite think of us today; but I know we are better than that.) I know we are better than refuse and spiritual garbage that the world and Vatican wants us to think of us as. And I know that work is something I would have really wanted to do; alas, I know my mother and father has given me too much, and likewise I have restricted my heart from being a beacon from the dark due to their pervasiveness at finding awakened ones and using their own life as a form of torture (or maybe I am nuts?) However, why make the United States into a garbage dump? Well, is it what the Federal Reserve and elite want? I know that I do not want such to happen. Let alone the love and light that I know that must exist here. To more beyond the abundance, and into the self development that is important for every being.

I wish there was an outlet for my wish to merge the outwardness and in inwardness of spirit and body. Where the dreams and awakened part can coexist with plurality and multifaceted planes of light and love. I wish to love; knowing that every day would be the day I become. I became once before, and await for the feminine energies to enter this planet once again (and they are though the air of Aquarius.) Alas, I remain a pisces and await for God's hand and heart again.

When I sleep I know the sun is there; as I am a sun conjunct Neptune with a sextile to Jupiter near conjunct mars in pisces (12/27/1986). Quite a difficult challenge and unique perspective I have in life, caught in the middle class warfare with the knowledge that there are hoarders of social policy. Sounds like our universe and the ideals of the dark. I know that it is true in both my heart and mind. I wish and hope that everyone finds forgiveness in their hearts of what was done in the past several interactions of earth. I know that my soul might fade in this round of Aquarius; and I love as much as I can. Thus, as I sleep, as if there is darkness there I know the sun can still be bright in my dreams. I know that the sun can still be bright in my heart and thoughts.

I know my father somewhere is probably going to read this (filtered by spiritual agents?) If so, I know that I love him still and that he will move on, in my heart.

One does not have to be born in order to do this. As the body dreams, so does the soul live. As the soul is in the awakened body, so does it guide the moving parts of all the available organs. Then, as you dream, one's soul can guide any organ to take control of the primary aspect of the spiritual realm; thus copying into the realms of spirit and thus a light body can become. While living, the mind can be trained to adapt to any thought and any thought can become light or dark; I prefer love and light, there is more pleasure and satisfaction there. From that, one must mediate in both the sleeping lands and the awakened state to merge the two. Some say it is the shadow lands; nye, it is not the shadowlands, but it is the lands within one's soul; not that of a group, that of what the higher self stands on. Getting on to this, then one can ascend while in the dreams.

If I had to write a will today: I would ask God for my soul to be blown to where I can ascend and help others as well without harming my own family.