Question?

Have I placed the cart before the horse in my life? Have I placed too much emphasis on celebration before the work of the party decorations? Is this the main flaw of life? Life as to that as one that grows becomes the celebration as the cart where the work is to push by the horse up a hill to finish the idea? Yet work, is that not the idea to escape the thing? Is that what the dark has done to enslave the family using work for power and brain or soul washing with parties/play? It is the flaw of marketing is it not? An ironic comparative advantage of such things...family work and play up into the ideas of creationism of God; likewise is the same for all that is to go beyond these ideas and become lighter than the dark that these things possess.